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I have had such a mixed-emotions week. I have laughed so hard, mostly with Gemma, and Matt and Josh at drama, I've felt so ill with this cold-cough thing ew, I've been really pissed off with my dad at some moments, Gemma quite a lot, I was happy a lot because of funny conversations and finding out certain things.

Theres this whole situation - which I can't write about on here because I'm pretty sure people from school read this (they have my url anyway) - and it started around the end of March, I tried dealing with it on my own but I realised after about a week I couldn't do it myself.
In Barcelona on choir tour I felt kind of hopeless about it and so when Matt & I went down to sunbathe I suddenly blurted it out and told him. I wasn't sure how he'd react but he was mature about it and gave me advice and then I said sorry for ruining our funny conversation, and he said he'd rather I told him than had to go through it by myself. We talked a little bit about it again a few days later but a whole month later, he brought it up in our conversation on Thursday night.

It made me think how much he really cares. I used to think I didn't really matter to him and was just another kid at drama that he pretended to like, but now I feel like he genuinely cares about me.

Then Gemma comes along and has a bitch at me about how I think Matt is like my best friend and apparently all we talk about is her. Jeesh, not everything is about you. She doesn't want me to hang out with him anymore at drama but she just pisses me off so much sometimes that I need a break and I LOVE spending time with Matt.

That was a really confusing, not-much-point rant but the main point was that I am glad Matt is here for me because he said so himself. 

Be pointless,
Lots of love,
Lotti xoxoxoxoxox
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Hello gorgeous followers,
Sorry for not posting in like a month! I was in France for a bit and I've just been really busy lately.

I'm really happy today, good things have happened :)

Don't you love that feeling when you don't have to make the effort all the time? Like things happen for you.
Like, not being the one to start the conversation? I love it when people actually care, it makes me so happy.

Be happy,
Lots of love,
Lotti xoxoxoxox

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Hi guys.

I'm sorry for not posting, stuff is happening ~ can't really talk about it much.
Oh yeah, my mum bought me tickets for olly murs for march, *le happy face*
 
I don't know if 13-year-olds can be in love or not.
I know they can love, but maybe not be in love? Everyone on the internet laughed at my friend when she said she was in love with her boyfriend. But I am getting this whole new level of feelings for someone, a boy in my year, I don't know where they are coming from but I feel like I want to be right by him all of the time, seeing him talking to someone else makes me sad and I always feel like no one else's attention matters but his.
The sad thing is, I know he will never feel the same way.

Be honest about everything,
Love & hugs,
Lotti xoxoxox
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Friday 6 April 12 18:31
Sorry for not posting piczo.
I was in Barcelona, it was pretty fun.
But some stuff has happened and I can't imagine I'll be posting for a while, so if anyone needs me add me on kik: LottiM
Sorry piczo, I will be back, I love you all.

Stay beautiful,
Love & hugs,
Lotti xoxoxox
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Over 200 followers! Gosh! Thanks piczo!<3
I've been dreaming of this since I started my blog like a year and a half ago:3.
Okay so I'd say I'd do 200 facts, but I can't promise anything so I'll do as many as I can!

1. My name is Charlotte Grace, Charlotte was my mum's childhood bestfriend's name and Grace was my great granny's name. But everyone calls me Lotti, sorry mum.
2. I'm 13 but I'm mature when I want to be ok.
3. I was born on 1st March, same as Justin Bieber, Ke$ha, St David's Day & this year it was Anti-Self-Harm-Day and World Book day :3
4. Never been in love. Not trying to rush things haha.
5. I like boys but support gays.
6. I'm 5"4.
7. I live in England but I don't like tea. :O
8. Ed Sheeran is beautiful and I want him.
9. I love Twilight. 
10. TEAM EDWARD. 
11. I have naturally blonde hair :)
12. My eyes are like bright blue and they're freaking huge.
13. I love my friends so much, usually too much:L
14. If I cry, I really am upset. I don't cry over stupid things. *le rock*
15. I spam on formspring - follow me @lottimorton
16. My best friend is called Gemma and she's cute.
17. I had my first kiss when I was 12 but tbh, it was nothing special.
18. I don't have a boyfriend because if I'm honest, I'd rather enjoy my teenage years.
19. I'm a funny person. 
20. I love acting! I'm getting an agent soon.
21. I like my teeth, they're like perfectly straight.
22. Photography is my life.
23. I miss a lot of people.
24. I eat when I'm sad ~ I'm sad a lot.
25. I love the rain. I would just go and dance in it if my mum didn't keep me inside:L
26. I love my family. 
27. I want to help everyone.
28. I have a phobia of fire:l
29. I go to a private school. I'm not posh, my parents just have a lot of money I guess?
30. I went to my first concert on Saturday (X Factor Live) & touched Marcus Collins on the hand:o
31. I want 3 kids. 1 boy called Noah, 2 girls idk their names.
32. I like things my way.
33. If you ever get in an argument with me, you're kinda screwed.
34. I can be a bitch. Get over it.
35. I love nail art and ngl, I'm good at it.
36. I love New Look because its just like the best shop ever.
37. Going to Barcelona in Spain on Friday with choir woo.
38. I play piano and am preparing for my grade 2. (I skipped grade 1, that's right bitches)
39. I play the flute & am doing my grade 1 (not so good at this)
40. I have 3 guinea pigs who I loveeeeee.
41. I love my dog omg ok.
42. The sun is my best friend :3
43. I think I generally get on better with boys because girls can be so complicated.
44. I love my mum.
45. Chrystal got me started on piczo so everyone go follow her ----> kissinginthedarkness-.piczo.com
46. I wish I knew when I was going to die, so I could do everything I wanted before then.
47. My parents run a pick-your-own soft fruit farm, we have strawberries and raspberries and stuff.
48. I know I have a good life because a lot of people have said they are jealous of me (y)
49. I'm not popular AT ALL.
50. I do loads of singing, but I'm actually rubbish at it?:L
51. My life really isn't interesting enough to do 200 facts.
52. If you want to be my friend just message me on kik or something @LottiM
53. I've been on a submarine. It was yellow.
54. I have a cousin I've never met, going to meet her on Wednesday next week I think :)
55. I don't really say I've had any boyfriends because I have, but they were all like primary school/year 7, where the most you do is hug *_*
56. I like giving advice, so if you have a problem come talk to me idk.
57. I hate running but I love netball and tennis.
58. Dancing(L)
59. I often feel like I'm not worth the fight.
60. I'm really passionate about life...
61. I hate seeing dead animals, I run for miles ew ew ew.
62. I wish I was a mind reader.
63. Teenage boys confuse me.
64. Teenage girls confuse me.
65. Teenagers generally confuse me.
66. I worry about what people think of me.
67. I like eBay (such a cheapskate:3)
68. I feel a lot of pressure to have designer clothes and fit in etc.
69. I nearly died when I was 7 because my kidneys shut down and stuff.
70. I get nostalgic a lot.
71. I got bullied a bit when I was 10.
72. I don't have time for people who don't care about me.
73. I get attached really easily.
74. I'm playing an 8 year old in a play in July. That is totally going down well.
75. I seriously want turquoise hair.
76. CHARLIE MCDONNELL IS MY LIFE.
77. I have loads of hobbies actually.
78. I love art.
79. I like wash-in wash-out dye:)
80. I fancy becoming a youtube vlogger, but its so much effort.

Okay 80. 
CLOSE ENOUGH.

Be loving,
Love and hugs
Lotti xoxoxoxoxox
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